Rejection Phobia - A Typical Male Syndrome

Blind dates, long distance affairs, telephonic relations, pen friends, childhood crushes and a typical male behind them all! Everyone is unique, every man is different. Yet, the fear of rejection always lurks like an inevitable shadow around an urban man. So, let’s find out more about this typical male syndrome.

Ex Girlfriends, Ghosts and That Secret Potion of Desire

Sweet melodies of yesteryears often soothe his soul. Confused past, hazy memoirs and long drives in his father’s old gypsy illuminates his apartment. The shadows of his ex girlfriends keep haunting him. Those larger than life greeting cards, those soft toys, those bracelets, those watches, those letters are locked inside his closet. Time changes, feelings evolve, old friends reunites. The air never remains the same.

How to Tweet Like Jim Morrison

Microblogging! The new addition to the content hungry universe is making everyone bit crazy. Some people are investing hefty sum of money to gain followers, some folks tweeting extra sensible quotes, some individuals trying to be little humorous, the celebrities gaining millions of followers overnight and some people are still dazed. They retweet, copy paste some old quotations, sometimes news and views and most of the times they just keep gazing at the time line without having any words to write.

Bedroom Story - What Indian Women Want In Bed?

Indian women are flawless, intelligent and wild in bed. They know the art of taming a wild stallion, they knows the magic of weaving a satisfying tale. Everyone is unique and every girl has their priorities.

Winter Loneliness - Why Loneliness is Ecstatic?

The music of David Gilmour (On an Island) is creating a dreamlike ambience; the loner is busy writing his chronicle in his studio apartment, he is capturing the ecstasy of being lonely in an overcrowded city. He is mutely inhaling the drifting joy and the lingering silence, he is growing from within, he is catching the stars, and he is alive…

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Thursday, December 31, 2015

You are no blogger if you aren’t there on Indiblogger.in


India – one of the most active nations in blogging definitely has some of the most powerful blogs. There is a huge rise in the blogging scene. From an online personal diary to world changing ideas and opinions, blogs came up it a huge way. Thousands of new bloggers are trying to leave their mark by publishing viral content. Information, entertainment, product promotion, experiences and connection, blogging is the best thing to showcase your life to the world. The rise of blogging is synonymous to the rise of humanity but writing alone won’t take you anywhere if you have no audience who understands you. There’s no use of writing stuff if you have no readers. There’s no use of Search Engine Optimization, if you are only churning out content for machines. In order to reach out to people around the globe, you have to have a strong community to support you, to promote you and make your blog posts visible to the greater world.

Indiblogger Homepage
Social Networks do give you exposure but if you are not a part of a likeminded community, you are nowhere. You are just lonely, just like your blog that gets no visits. Getting the right audience not only inspires you to write but also enhances your capability to write more. Bloggers are greedy for comments, they want to know how good or bad they write, how well they transform their imaginations into reality, how well they manage to survive in the ruthless world. Their resilience, their experiences, their opinions about things that they care about needs to be heard and heard by the right audience and that is when Indiblogger.in comes into picture. Indiblogger.in is the largest blogging community in the world for Indian bloggers.

 If you are not there, you are definitely no blogger because you are not doing the right thing. I have seen many writers are unaware about this community. I recommend every Indian blogger to join this community to make it big in the blogging world. The engagement in Indiblogger is tremendously huge and we are glad to have such a strong community. There are extremely heavyweight bloggers in this community. From lifestyle to technology, from poetry to gadgets, from relationships to madness almost all types of content available in this community and the best thing about Indiblogger is they initiate ideas and conduct contests and ranks every blogger for inspiration and growth.
Writing is an underpaid profession but through Indiblogger, you will get so much exposure that your every word will mint money. You will be hired by companies, get proposals to attend events, write reviews and finally get paid for all the hard work and sleepless nights. There’s always a dearth of fresh content on the web and blogging is something that fulfills this. Without your content, even big companies will fail to perform hence it’s time to be the rising star and take the first mover advantage by joining the biggest community of Indian bloggers – The IndibloggerNetwork. If you are not there, you are nowhere.

Monday, December 28, 2015

Lost Passion – In Search of a Meaningful Life



I have lost my passion towards the small little joys of life amid sound and smokes of fast paced city life. Spiritualism and philosophy sounds mundane in this materialistic world still I crave for these things every night long. Passion is there but the too much of stress made me forget the connection between me and the excitingly beautiful world that I am not seeing nowadays. Everything became like a duty, there’s no room for finding myself. If I want to stay aloof to discover my inner self, the outer world pesters me to come alive again.

A lost guy like me is seen as insane piece of junk who is habitual of losing every battle. A loser has no room in this thoroughly competitive world. I want to shed all my inhibitions and let go all preconceived notions of being a regular guy and want to explore my lost passion for finding my true self. Who am I? The question always tortures me. Sometimes I feel too good about myself and sometimes I feel the opposite. There’s no consistency in my self believe. I have lost my passion towards everything like travelling, writing about people, weaving stories and making the universe look magical.

Waiting for a miracle was something I always believed to happen to my life. My life was full of illusions that the outer world rightfully discarded. Everyone around me wanted me to be responsible but I failed to be one. I wanted to escape from every situation but slowly I am coming back to life. I am trying to mix what is right and what is wrong. Still confused about my life and as I am always asking myself whether I am following the right path or I am diverted in my way to find the perfect concoction for a meaningful life.

Things looked utterly obvious to me and my passion and my dreams look unattainable.  The reality in my life overpowered my imagination. It became so big that I lost control over my dreams. Now I want to relive my imagination and want those lilies in my balcony. I want to explore newer boundaries to satisfy my cravings. I want to throw all the crowded materialism and want to embrace life with open arms.  

My thoughts here look little blurred, the clot of haze will soon disappear and I will find my broken wings. There will be light again in my kingdom and I won’t mind flying my chariot of dreams again with the people who understands me. I am lost now but this is not forever.   

Star Wars: The Force Awakens Review

Why it isn’t so easy to write a review about Star Wars – The Force Awakens? There is too much history involved. Unfortunately, I am the one who saw Star Wars series for the first time and I know I may not be the right person to review this movie without knowing the history. I thought of watching this movie because of the hype created around the globe. Reading too many good things about the movie tempted me to watch Star Wars. I had great expectations as I usually compare all epic dramas with LOTR series. Lord of the Rings is my yardstick to judge a movie made in such a grand scale. Being a newbie, I went to the theatres without knowing anything about the characters and their background. I was unaware about the kingdoms, the protagonist and the antagonist however I thought of deciphering the whole plot as the movie paces up.

Kylo Ren with lightsaber
The storyline of Star Wars for a newbie is not at all confusing as the dark characters are showcased like super villains with masks and body jackets. The movie is about the fight between good and evil and how the dark powers of the evil tries to super-impose its power over the good ones. They call it the Resistance (Good guys) vs. the First Order (Bad guys).  I don’t want to discuss about the plot here but the fiction associated with the new installment of Star Wars will seriously make you think over and carry the whole movie from theaters to your dreams. Amazing story of Star Wars will captivate you.


BB-8
The characters in the movie comprise of humans, droids, aliens and animals and you feel no difference between them. Everyone in the movie is just brilliant and worth watching. Even though droid BB-8 speak a language which we can’t understand still we can so very well relate to the feelings. Star Wars is a epic science fiction drama and we all want to see lots of action scenes but Star Wars – The Force Awakens is not only about action, it’s also about relationship between father and son, two lovers, master servant and how droids bond. The background score gives a feeling of watching a movie beyond human imagination. The future is well predicted while the emotions involved seem to be so up-to-minute.

Stormtroopers
If you want to watch something worthwhile this winter, Star Wars – The Force Awakens is the movie of the year for sure. From Harrison Ford (Han Solo) to Adam Driver (Kylo Ren), from Daisy Ridley (Rey) to John Boyega (Finn), from Lupita Nyong'o (Maz Kanata) to Andy Serkis (Supreme Leader Snoke), everyone in the movie acted brilliantly. The visual effects in the movie will surely overpower other recent fiction movies.   This movie is the start of another Galaxy war phenomena and it is destined to create a new benchmark for the next generation. A movie you grew up with and now a movie to remember!


Wednesday, December 23, 2015

Life after Social Network


Few years ago, before the advent of social networking platforms like Facebook, Orkut, Twitter, GooglePlus etc. life was different for most of us. We were in touch with people whom we see daily, our family members and few friends. We were almost forgotten by many. Every individual survived and prospered and only few people knew what is happening to their lives. Life was good, we never felt the need to connect but suddenly a wind of change arrived in everyone's life.

Social Networking platforms, which completely changed our non-existence into something which no one have ever imagined. It was like a strong force that made a boy find his long lost childhood friend whose memories almost faded. Almost everyone from the faded past came into existence and he became visible again to the world in his own little circle. The change is so effective that almost everyone wanted to be a part of this. Sharing your happiness with friends and family became a way of life. From your academic achievements to getting married, from birth of a new baby to getting drunk with friends, from a breakup to a new relationship, every emotion became shareable and life completely seem connected.

It became an introvert's paradise and an extrovert's playground to share his life with people he cares about. Many relationships were made with the advent of Social Networking platforms. People became addicted, they became obsessed and some became almost famous. The level of transparency rose high and the amount of loneliness almost faded into oblivion. You experience various crisis in your life and suddenly you feel disgusted and want to escape from everybody that's when you deactivate your profiles but human by nature is a social animal, you can't live without people around hence you are back again to the world.

Staying connected is always healthy and getting approvals from your friends and family makes you a better person. Now you don't have to think because there are people around you to help and they are genuinely interested in your life. There are too many benefits of this connection but as we all know there's always a darker side to everything. The amount of jealousy, greed, lust etc. may spoil your virgin mind. The competition may give you sleepless nights; not getting enough approvals from friends may dishearten you that may affect your real life. Although, these things are purely humane, the rise of social networks may also ignite your passion to explore newer boundaries.

Before Social Networks, there were real life networks which was limited but now the amount of opportunities are so very high that anybody can succeed if he wants to. There are so much knowledge sharing happening online that you don't actually need to visit a library. There so much fun happening online that you actually don't have to go outside. Apart from all these, social networks actually enhances your real life. It maximizes your chances to get involved in something. It makes your life beautiful. I don't know how many people will agree with my post but I think amid your monotonous life, social networks come as a breeze of fresh air.

Monday, December 21, 2015

HP Star Wars Special Edition Notebook – It’s no other gadget, it’s a time machine!



The latest HP Star Wars Special Edition notebook quickly attracted me. This notebook looks futuristic and sleek. I am a choosy person when it comes to gadgets. I want my gadgets to flaunt sharp aesthetics and cutting-edge features. Well! The new HP Star Wars Special Edition notebook has all the required skills to attract my whims and fancies.

During my childhood, I was fascinated by the concept of Time Travel. I always wanted to go beyond time and space to see what's in store for me and also travel backwards to see what my ancestors were like. It's 2015, still we are not able to achieve this. Although there are too many scientific theories that proves that Time Travel is possible but none of them has actually been performed successfully. The latest Star Wars Themed notebook looks like my dream machine. It qualifies to be one of the futuristic gadgets, which if used properly can make my dream of time travelling a reality. I know, it's impossible however this new age gadget inspire me to decipher the hidden forces that control humanity. Star Wars themed notebook is like my Bible after an apocalypse that will guide me to rise from the ashes. It will help me to turn those fictional stories into reality. It will upgrade me, transform me and give me those much required wings of desire to explore the dark side of life, the unknown corners from which power can be extracted for fulfilling the madness into sheer sanity.

HP Star Wars Special Edition Notebook
Well! It’s not a simple notebook; it’s a time machine for me. From its exclusive Star War galleries I will inspire myself to decode the formulas to travel beyond time. From finding wormholes to reading science fiction, from watching award winning movies to playing engaging games, from writing to flaunting a high end device with my colleagues and friends, I will use HP Star Wars Special Edition Notebook for anything and everything that will subsequently make my life complete and at the same time productive. It’s time to #AwakenYourForce, it time to rise again!


Sunday, December 20, 2015

Restlessness After Visiting Asia's Most Haunted Place Bhangarh



Bhangarh Fort in Rajasthan is considered to be the most haunted place in Asia. Entering the fort after sunset and before sunrise is prohibited. In the age when we talk about high end technology, it would be misleading to entice people in the name of Ghosts. Bhangarh is a beautiful place in Rajasthan, lots of greenery around but still there is an air of eeriness somewhere which is why people feel the difference after visiting the place. The abandoned fort of Bhangarh is often frequented by travelers who believe in the existence of the paranormal powers. The background story about the Princess and Tantrik, which is available online, attracts visitors from all parts of the world to feel the unknown powers associated with this place. It would be misleading to say that there are spirits and demons however it would be equally wrong to say that there’s nothing wrong with this place.

Bhangarh is an abandoned town and there are no villages around 1 km of its radius. It can be a superstition but we can’t ignore the curse, which is linked with this place. Visiting Bhangarh can give you a mixed feeling. You may not have that paranormal encounter however there will be a feeling of restlessness after coming from this place. It’s 2015, and talking about paranormal activities especially during daytime would be foolish still you would feel so overwhelmed by the abandoned town of Bhangarh. There are monkeys, there is a deserted temple, there is a pool where children from the nearby villages swim and above the town there’s that Tantrik’s residence that can be seen from below.


I visited this place to explore its uniqueness. It was a random decision to visit Bhangarh with friends nevertheless the journey turned out to be one of the most memorable trips ever.  Forgetting the place is next to impossible because amid all the stories, beautiful ancient architecture, greenery, there’s a sense of accomplishment to have made it to the most haunted place in the world. You do feel restless after visiting this place. I don’t know it’s a regular thing or something else.

Saturday, December 05, 2015

Killing the poison, slowly.



She sat in the Starbucks cafe, sipping her coffee and staring out of the window. The blood stained knife lay next to her handbag, covered with her blue silk scarf. ..

Hi, may I sit next here, Kunal – young guy in his 30s takes permission and Malini says yes. It’s too crowded here today, says Kunal but Malini refuse to answer him back. Malini takes her belongings and walks out of the café in disgust. She seems lost and paranoid for some reason. Kunal resumes his coffee break.

Next moment, few guys enter and enquire about Malini. They take Kunal along to a secluded area. Surprisingly, Kunal didn’t utter a word when those guys took him. He was very relaxed and after few hours Kunal was murdered by those guys. His body was found near Caspian Street the same day.
Next day, Malini again comes to Starbucks for coffee. She sat in the Starbucks cafe, sipping her coffee and staring out of the window. The blood stained knife lay next to her handbag, covered with her green silk scarf. She was really happy that day unlike other day. She always took her laptop along but that day she was scribbling something on her notepad. Suddenly, a blast!!!

Everything was destroyed around her but Malini sat unperturbed. There was blood everywhere, voices of crying babies and adults screaming were heard from long distance. It was a total catastrophe. Malini slowly walked away with a smile in her face. She began to take large steps; she disappeared amid the smoke within no time.

Breaking News: The State of Caspian was destroyed. Around 10 thousand people lost their lives and more than 20 thousand more injured and rest missing. The city turned into a ghost town and help from different countries started coming in. After 7 days, Malini was found dead near Caspian Street.
After few months, someone from other part of the world entered the destroyed Caspian State. He is Vikhsh, a scientist by profession and a writer by heart. Investigation begins and within no time the real cause of destruction was deciphered. It was done by the king of Dosen to conquer princely state. The particles used in the blast were only found in Dosen. Vikhsh suddenly became the national hero and started to gain a huge fan following Twitter.

One fine day Kunal appeared in front of Vikhsh in a crowded coffee shop. He was the same guy who was murdered in the Caspian Street. Vikhsh was astonished to see him. How come you are still alive? – Vikhsh asks Kunal. Kunal only answers, it’s too crowded here today. Vikhsh takes his belongings and walks out of the café in disgust. He seems lost and paranoid for some reason. Kunal resumes his coffee break. Few guys arrives and takes Kunal along and next day he was found dead again in the Dosen Street.  Another blast rocked the state of Dosen. Nobody survived. Within few years, the total human population was dead and gone. Kunal masterminded the serial blasts, Malini was his partner in crime and Vikhsh actually was secret agent. Malini always carried a bloodstained knife to motivate herself for killing people. The movie ends. Caspian’s Traitors become the worst movie of the year.
The director after spending so much in making this disaster movie flew away to France for rehabilitation and the actors just got dumped from all the TV commercials. It was a major disaster. Vivian then meets Ghosal one day and discusses his idea to meet the next blockbuster. Ghosal seriously laughed it off as he knows Vivian is nothing but a mindless guy, who thinks making disaster movies with no stories will work for the general masses of India. Ghosal tells him to take a break and return back to India. Vivian with a broken heart returns back to his country and start a Youtube channel - A loser’s diary. Even losers hated his videos because it had no content. It just had songs and dance. Within one year, Vivian deletes his Youtube channel and takes a client servicing job in a small ad agency. He fails there to perform and loses all hope of surviving and thinks of ending his life. He searches for the easiest techniques to kill himself. Eureka! He finds one. It’s starvation. He locks himself up and starts his starving sessions.  After 3 days of starvation, Vivian finally decides to end this and start a new life. He starts writing his own story-The story of his struggle, failure and how he failed to conquer them. He started interacting with people, slowly the recovery happened. Vivian took up meditation for good. Vivian continued to write about his day to day experiences. It acted like a healing therapy for him.

After few years, Vivian meets Ghosal again in India. By this time, Ghosal is renowned filmmaker.  He already gave the film industry 3 hits in a row. How are you Vivian?  Ghosal asks. Vivian softly replies – Just Fine. Are you still aspiring to become a film maker? Vivian just walks away without uttering a word. Ghosal thinks Vivian is finished.

Vivian continues to write, slowly his writing improves. His starts creating real characters unlike superficial ones like Malini, Kunal and Vikhsh. He gives them a soul and tries to reincarnate them again for his next story. Actually, he starts writing about people he knows and admires like Ghosal. Ghosal once told him to feel the characters and their pain instead for creating a pain for the audience. Vivian, while sitting at a coffee shop once met Radhika, a beautiful girl in her 20s who liked hitchhiking. She once narrated her tales to Vivian before her marriage with her photographer boyfriend. Vivian thinks to shape his next protagonist around her. Vivian in search of his next protagonist stumbles upon a thorough gentleman called Gautam. Vivian liked the way he makes fun of the dirty politics in his Satirical Youtube Channel. Vivian decides to make Ghosal his third protagonist. Instead of making disaster movie, he decides to make a real life drama where these characters meet with his earlier characters Malini, Kunal and Vikhsh.

All the six characters were locked inside a room for 24 hours. Next morning, Vivian enters the room and finds out Malini, Kunal and Vikhsh are dead. They were brutally killed and the other characters just vanished. Vivian couldn’t understand anything. He informs the Cops but the cops saw no dead bodies in the room. Nothing was there. Are you trying to fool the cops? The senior cop angrily asks Vivian. No Sir, I just saw their dead bodies – Vivian. Cops leave the room while Vivian reclines back in his arm chair. What has really happened? Vivian introspects. Where are the dead bodies, why no blood left in the room? After few hours all the six characters arrives again, Vivian felt relaxed to see them again. Where were you guys? Vivian . We were hiding in the closet Vivian – Radhika. But why? Vivian. We are just afraid of the cops – Gautam. Vivian starts narrating his new script, A murder mystery of a teenager where her mother is the real culprit and how she kills her for money. Radhika plays the mother, Malini her daughter, Kunal- Radhika’s husband, Gautam- Radhika’s ex husband, Vikhsh – guy who kills Malini and Ghosal – the mastermind. Vivian after telling the whole story suddenly collapses.

After few years, an old man in his 60s was seen in wheelchair in a mental asylum. That was Vivian- the struggling director who never tasted success in his life. Everything in his life was so absurd that he never succeeded in convincing his audience with his stories. The cops that arrived after Vivian informs about the dead bodies were seen sitting next to him in the asylum. Everyone in the room seems so polished and refined. Suddenly, Radhika – the nurse in the asylum was seen serving him lemon tea, Kunal, the guard stands next to him, Gautam is actually his old dying friend in the asylum and Viksh a caretaker. Vivian is a schizophrenic who keeps hallucinating and often see dead people near him. He creates virtual cinematic ambience for the inmates so everybody likes him. Every day, Vivian narrates a story to his inmates and each story he mentions about that blood stained knife. All his stories have surrealistic appeal. May be he was born in the wrong time when nobody wants to see the unreal. Vivian is a true artist in his own rights who can weave stories that are too real and happening. That day, only one person was missing, yes. You guess it right right. That was Ghosal. He is a regular visitor to the asylum who comes for counseling.   That day, Ghosal was seen talking to a well known publisher. Ghosal actually scripted Vivian’s tales in his notebook during his visit. That day was the best night in his life as his story was selected by the publisher. Yes, Ghosal here is me writing today about the life of a mentally unstable person who gave up. People like him needs to be accompanied and loved because behind every Vivian, there’s a unsuccessful and failed person who might have achieved huge success with proper guidance and help.